She'd stupidly thought that maybe Elliot had stopped seeing him. Mr. Robot, as he calls him. But she'd witnessed him coming to the surface more than enough times, coaxed him out when she thought she needed him instead of Elliot -- her brother claiming that he was the real mastermind in the plan they had created.
Her hands are shaking. How does she explain something she hardly understands? ]
there's only one person. he's.... it's a long story. sometimes there's just another person elliot becomes. sometimes he's aware of it and sometimes this other person completely takes over. he's the exact opposite of elliot, and still exactly the same as elliot. they do amazing things when they're working together. they're both fucking genius. but lately he fights with him a lot, he doesn't want him there anymore or... i don't know, really.
there's nothing really you can do, elliot has to figure it out on his own. everybody has demons and shit inside of them, he's just more aware of his. just be there for him when he comes back to himself.
Edited (i will stop forgetting words, i swear.) 2016-09-17 05:20 (UTC)
yeah. well, it is probably best if you don't. there's a lot of shit going on there that you don't wanna get caught up in...
yeah, i know what he sounds like i know what he looks like, it's not really a pretty thing to watch. but if you try talking to him, you're not really gonna be talking to him, you know? it's not gonna sink in and get to elliot and even if it does... he's really persuasive
elliot used to trust him a lot, i don't know if he does anymore. it's been a while since i've seen him.
for god's sake, i'm being serious i just dunno what else to say. it's not about me. i just wanted to understand better and he obviously didn't want to tell me any more
well, it's 50/50 with you, how the hell am i supposed to know?!
i probably shouldn't have told you much more either, but... if you and him are going to be a thing, then you deserve a little more than just elliot's shitty explanation of it, or him doing that thing where he tells you not to worry about something that you're obviously already worrying about.
no, i understand. it's kinda.. weird to see it happening. scary, even. and sometimes.. i don't know, i wonder if he's completely switched over and i didn't even notice it...
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She'd stupidly thought that maybe Elliot had stopped seeing him. Mr. Robot, as he calls him. But she'd witnessed him coming to the surface more than enough times, coaxed him out when she thought she needed him instead of Elliot -- her brother claiming that he was the real mastermind in the plan they had created.
Her hands are shaking. How does she explain something she hardly understands? ]
there's only one person. he's.... it's a long story.
sometimes there's just another person elliot becomes. sometimes he's aware of it and sometimes this other person completely takes over.
he's the exact opposite of elliot, and still exactly the same as elliot. they do amazing things when they're working together. they're both fucking genius.
but lately he fights with him a lot, he doesn't want him there anymore or... i don't know, really.
there's nothing really you can do, elliot has to figure it out on his own. everybody has demons and shit inside of them, he's just more aware of his. just be there for him when he comes back to himself.
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takes over
no i knew that, i knew that, he said not to talk to him cause it was too dangerous. i just didn't put it together
yeah, the fighting's what i saw. and i'm not judging him or anything, like hell i ever could with what goes on in my head.
but - you really have to just wait it out? he sounds so
[Tormented. It's fucking heart-wrenching.]
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yeah. well, it is probably best if you don't. there's a lot of shit going on there that you don't wanna get caught up in...
yeah, i know what he sounds like i know what he looks like, it's not really a pretty thing to watch.
but if you try talking to him, you're not really gonna be talking to him, you know? it's not gonna sink in and get to elliot and even if it does... he's really persuasive
elliot used to trust him a lot, i don't know if he does anymore. it's been a while since i've seen him.
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yeah alright, i'll stay out of it
just be there when it's done
thanks for telling me so much
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i can't tell if you're being serious
or if you're being a prick.
just saying.
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i just dunno what else to say. it's not about me. i just wanted to understand better and he obviously didn't want to tell me any more
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i probably shouldn't have told you much more either, but... if you and him are going to be a thing, then you deserve a little more than just elliot's shitty explanation of it, or him doing that thing where he tells you not to worry about something that you're obviously already worrying about.
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and don't worry, i'm not gonna come behind your back all the time and try to drag info out of you. this was just a big one
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no, i understand. it's kinda.. weird to see it happening. scary, even.
and sometimes.. i don't know, i wonder if he's completely switched over and i didn't even notice it...
i try not to think about it too much.